Tuesday, October 03, 2006

not looking good

things are not looking good..

my dad has been called to the office when they learned that he has been having an affair with that woman...the office mate called MY cellphone.

Now he has gone there to defend his lady love...

This morning, my mom and I talked...I hated my dad for staying with my mom out of convenience...

My mom laughed and joked around...I was kinda reminded of myself. Now I know how my close friends felt.

And this morning we dicussed plans, in case she and dad separated...we computed bills, tuition, food...

If this pushes through, I may not be able to go back to school at all

I would have to work and be the bread winner. That I understood. Mom wants me to graduate with high grades so I can study abroad and go back sucessful...I want to try my luck in Japan...

And work underground while studying...So I could earn extra money

But dad would never separate from mom.

The son of a bitch has too many conveniences

My respect for him is slowly falling apart

My Ideal guy:

-Not a womanizer
-Doesn't smoke
-doesn't drink
-knows how to prioritize
-could SUBTLY control me
-konws how to budget money
-confident
-smart

And everything else is fine. Even if he has a loud mouth or may seem cold outside, as long as he has those qualities and love me for WHO I AM...I'm fine

x7:51 PM
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