Tuesday, March 07, 2006
shocking!
This day had started so bad...
First, I got into a fight with my mom and dad...( well my dad)
The tricycle that i was riding in got into a fight with on of it's passengers, so I barely made it to school in time for my Kanji test...
but when I checked my email...my God.
He replied. I couldn't be happier...but I have to be cautious...he is in a fragile state right now...
Try outs for the IIDC and AUDC today...I hope I can make it
Am I evil..?
x8:19 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Back from paradise
Well, I'm back from Puerto Galera. I had the time of my life! I was able to go snorkeling and saw a 12 inch or so blue starfish, I was able to ride and drive (without being wiped out!) a jetski, collect shells and the likes. The food there was AWESOME! I totally pigged out and ate all the slices of watermelons that were served.
I also did well on my public speaking speech, the topic was "Gentlemanly is Chauvinist". I have nothing against gentlemen, in fact, I LOVE THEM. But I was able to link it to the theme (which is to make fun of our president, but HELL! I love him/her none the less (don't know what to call him/her ;p) and make them laugh. I wished it never end.
But now I'm back in school, with my beloved professor Robles, tests, reports, people who hate and ostracize me, military training and life...I already started working on my Dynasty Warriors Fanfic (I love my reviewers!)
But as I made my way back, I saw the peaceful sleeping face of my bestfriend...I thought it was the only time when she didn't worry about anything. I just don't know how to make her feel that she's not alone. I don't know how to make her see how much I care for her without telling her. Should I hug her? She doesn't like touchy feelies...
I'm not a lesbian or anything ok?
I just see her as the older sister I never had...I just want her to...I don't know. Remind her that I'm there? That I care? That she shouldn't be sad because she had me?
Ang kapal ko namanAnyway, I have a report to finish..particularly on Japanese porn ;p
laterz!
x5:22 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
okay
We're scheduled to leave at dawn...I'm at a friend's house. The rest are currently watching Brokeback Mountain and I plan to join them later...anyway...
One look at the house and I fell in love with it...the vines, the trees, everything...
Their cat, Homer, a himalayan something, was so cute ! He was so adorable! Anita (did I get her name right?) their two year old pug is just plain scary. I mean, she barks at us all the time! And I want to say thank you to my best friend for re-doing the layout for my blog...thanks dearest!Anyway..I gotta take a shower and watch the movie with them. Later!
x8:20 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
failure
Is my best not good enough?
I spent countless hours reviewing for a test in one of my major subjects...
It was a crucial one, one that will decide whether I pass or fail...
I recite in class, the professor knows my name already...
I've never studied so hard...
But when I got the test...I saw that I failed. Wow.
I'd better stick to story making then.
I'm going to go to Puerto Galera...but I risk the wrath of my ROTC officers by doing so, with a major competition coming up and all...I'm going to Puerto for the team building seminar of the Debate Society...
I hope things will be better there or when I get back...
This is the story in which I receive solace from the reviews that are given to me...
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2717725/1/Still waiting for him though...
x5:23 PM