Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Far Away

My first post...hmm...

Have any one of you ever felt that even if you're loving someone from afar, it's okay? That you're contented to just be there for that person? That you don't care what he looks like? Even if you've never seen each other face to face?

You know guys...I fell in love with a guy. Someone that I would move heaven and earth for...someone who I'll gladly give my happiness in order for him to be happy. I love him even until now. I love him so much...But he loves someone eles. But that someone 'entrusted' him to me...better me than anyone, she says. But she also loves him...but they can't be together...for something bad will happen if they did. She never told him how much she loved him...and I comforted him through email. He told me i didn't know how he feels...seeing the one you love suffer and being helpless enough to do anything about it. But I wanted to tell him that I did...seeing him and my precious friend hurt...seeing them wanting each other...a love that cannot be. I'm right in the middle...I told him I loved him. He told me he's sorry. And he told her that he will wait for her...And I will also wait for him...

And now, he had amnesia...my friend has no plans of making herself known...she did give them my name for him to contact. She is still trying to play matchmaker...

But I'm not planning to take advantage of that. I know that he would always love her even if he forgot...I'm just happy to have the opportunity to play a part in his life. To be his pillar. I could never bear the fact that I was 'erased' from his life...

I love him. I really do. I couldn't even think of him dying when he was in intensive care due to an accident...

I love him...And whenever I hear "Far Away" by Nickelback, I remember him.

His birthday is feb 29...I wish he would get well soon. And when the time is right, I would tell him that I love him...again.

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